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MY FRAGILE EGO

by agv

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Spats in 4/4 04:53
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Anoxemia 01:39
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[Verse 1: Lil Hotboxxx, Son of the Most High] Good morning my brothers and sisters It is I, Shabazz Blackwood Shabazz Hotboxxx Good morning my brothers and sisters I come with a message Delivered from the most high I am his son and his vessel So his light shines through I And is refracted onto you Revealing redacted truths Reenacted to keep you inactive Distilled devilish discourse Dispensed through the glamour Of fake smiles, service to a serpent Disease is the reason we chase this cheese Mozzarella skin monsters Model Satans hiding in churches My voice will reach the rafters No Dylann Roof will stop me Because they are really chickens Meant to be sold at Church's Who sold their souls To selfishly sell my people My mother's mother missed the boat But I can't say the same for her sisters Yet their children refer to me As an African booty-scratcher They say hope is reserved for the dreamcatcher But I ride the waves of the Amistad And my cadence carries the rhythm Of the dancer of the lost souls From the damned to the damsels We will carry the candles And we will drink in the light Once we reach the mouth of the tunnel Amen, my brother [Verse 2: Mitch] I was born of Osiris Y'all people move like viruses Jealous of my melanin I'm in my element Like Zion on the pelicans I got a photographic memory But never developed it The pyramid rose Just look to the east It was in the prophecy We leave no stomach empty This was for y'all to feast That's just my policy I'm not a nigga, I'm a Negus Treated like an aborted fetus Got a picture of black Jesus Y'all got him looking like Slim Jesus It's on my dresser with my twenty-five lighters
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GIMME HEAD! 02:24
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Have I wasted my life What does it mean to waste time What does it to mean to amount to something Who am I trying impress What standards am I living up to Where did they come from Why do I care so much Why do I need you to like me And I feel like on my own I will never be enough I will always need someone to tell me There’s something about me they can use There’s something about me they can take some pleasure from Or else why do I even bother Putting myself through all the trouble Of making it to the end of every day I wish I knew what it meant to love someone But it feels like all I know is loving it when I get the attention I want I almost never get unreciprocated feelings Because most of what it takes for me to like you Is the way you like me I was supposed to have things figured out by now But I don’t feel much less naive Than I was when I expected that When I expected I would know what I wanted and I would be getting it And somehow it would all just fall into place But it’s always more messy Always more messy than you want it to be As if anything ever falls into place completely And as if we would actually want that, because we want the messiness too, I can tell Tell me what you want me to be so I can be it Even if you don’t know Just say something I’ll keep trying until it works I’ll come up with something eventually Maybe one day Maybe one day I’ll be satisfied If I ever let myself If I ever can ever silence the voices that tell me never to be satisfied Because I know, in my heart of hearts That there will always be something wrong I learned that when I was young And you can’t convince me otherwise
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Vomit Song 05:49

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dedicated to an online woman.

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released March 20, 2020

cover art by Lil Hotboxxx, Son of the Most High

"Anoxemia" co-produced with sweater ghost
"Eastern Pyramid Suite" written by Lil Hotboxxx, Son of the Most High and Mitch
"With Hyacinth in Mind" co-produced with IKEMEFUNA. vocals by Jacob Hurley.
"2014 ONLINE WOMAN" written by osoroshii tenshi.

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