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Overflow
00:11
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2. |
Find You
06:26
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I lie awake every single night
Wondering if what I did was right
Did I get too close
Or was this the kind of thing that you usually get from others
I haven't been back there since then
And I wonder if it's changed much
Or if all that's changed
Is the bond I broke we had
I tried to find you somewhere in my mind
But all the bits and pieces lie broken and discarded by my side
It is just too late I wish I'd stopped time
For your sake and for mine, I wish I'd stopped time
All the bits and pieces (x2)
Discarded by
All the bits and pieces (x2)
Discarded by
You usually get, you usually get (x2)
Get from others
You usually get, you usually get (x2)
Get from others
I tried to find you in my mind
I tried to see if I could stop time
But it was too late for us to rewind
So I just confined myself for all time
Pull yourself together! Listen to you, why me, why me, you're always hiding behind other people!
I tried to find you
I tried to stop time (x6)
I tried to, tried to, tried to find you
I tried to (I tried to find you)
I tried to stop time
I tried to find you
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3. |
Swpl
02:58
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4. |
My Dimension
03:26
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Crystals forming, paralyzed
I'm choking now, I lost my sight
You tell me why it's always night
When something evil seizes might
I never asked for answers
But blood is on the moon
And now a blackened dancer
Creates their own cocoon
I see it all through beady eyes
The sun, and skin, and torched red skies
I think it strange that you can't find
That very soon the end is nigh
End is nigh (x4)
Four white walls
Closing in
Paper dolls
Porcelain skin
Always anxious
I tried and tried
To silence the demons
The end is nigh
End. Is. Nigh.
In my dimension darkness tries
A sacred rite and tries to buy
Your full attention with its eyes
And take your mind and seize your life
I tried to save the living
I tried and tried and tried
But it was all in vain
Because the end was nigh!
(Four white walls
Closing in
Paper dolls
Porcelain skin) (x2)
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5. |
Interlude
01:55
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6. |
Side to Side
05:08
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Dear diary, I'm afraid I'm gravely ill
It is perhaps times like these that one reflects on things past
An article of clothing from when I was young
A green jacket, a walk with my father, a game we once played
Pretend we're fairies, I'm a girl fairie, my name is Laura Lee
And you're a boy fairie, your name is Tita Lee
Pretend when we're fairies we fight each other, and I say "Stop hitting me, or I'll die!"
And you hit me again and I say, "Now I have to die."
And then you say, "But I'll miss you." |
And I say, "But I have to. And you'll have to wait a million years to see me again
And I'll be put in a box, and all I'll need is a tiny glass of water and lots of tiny pieces of pizza
And the box will have wings like an airplane."
And you'll ask, "Where will it take you?"
"Home."
You were so precocious
And out of your depth
Remember what you said to me
After they all left?
I never forgot
The glances you gave
And look at me deceiving myself
That your soul was mine to save
Side to side to side to side (x2)
You can't hide, no, you can't hide
Side to side to side to side (x2)
Don't even try
Side to side to side to side (x2)
You can't hide, no, you can't hide
Side to side to side to side (x2)
Do you trust me with your life?
And I keep watching you across the floor
I just can't stop I want it more and more
Why does it always seem that
You and me can't settle the score?
I'm tired of your questioning
You cut down too easily
I don't know what's good for me
I'll let you decide (Side to side!)
Side to side to side to side (x2)
You can't hide, no, you can't hide
Side to side to side to side (x2)
Don't even try
Side to side to side to side (x2)
You can't hide, no, you can't hide
Side to side to side to side (x2)
Do you trust me with your life?
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(Verse 1: BRADOIS)
Got the confidence of Tyler I ain't made it yet
Catch me outside Fellini's with a slice and a cigarette
Tell me who the best is, show me what the top do
Y'all be making wack shit but I'll be there to stop you
Wake up on the moon to sleep at six feet under
Problems easy to ignore when you don't hear the thunder
Life is crashing all around me and I can't seem to stop it
Everybody checkin' in and I'm like "Bitch, drop it, yo!"
Flying down the freeway with the key to a player
Don't know who to put my trust in, all this fucking, all this shame
And every time I talk about it, leave 'em all so scared
Broken down so many friendships ain't no coming back repaired
Who can you confide in when your best friend's attention?
I am always self-absorbed, I cannot stop my condescension
When I'm earnest, kind've genuine, I get this apprehension
They will use this shit against me, I don't see a clear dimension
Where I'm happy on my own, that's why I need the fucking tension
Looking out for everybody, no one looking out for me
Isolation, desperation, grief is all I fuckin' see
If I were happy with myself, then I'd feel like I was free
Everyone be kinder to yourselves and that's my final plea
(Verse 2: Dozzyrok)
Speakin' of, the world's weight
I got a date, don't you fucking tell me otherwise
It's with my self, not someone else
Slide the fuckin' guy to me just what you waiting for
Well I've took a lot of bullshit all throughout this fuckin' life
Saying everything things behind me, we know that's a fuckin' lie
I've been doing all this thinking, always thinking always thinking
Thinking looking where the fuck am I now? Fuck!
Goin' a million miles an hour, my brain is tired
I'm treating myself with self-respect, we all know that
But there's nothing that I know how to do
That uses actions, words, or we are sticks and stones
Break my bones and hold my heart up
(Don't you ever)
Hold my heart up!
(Talk to me)
Hold my heart up!
(I don't ever)
Hold my heart up!
(Want to be seen)
Hold my heart up!
(Verse 3: Baycun)
I deluded and secluded myself, inside an empty shell
Of what we had together, before, you turned my whole life into hell
Does that ring a bell? Do you remember now?
Do you think I can stay forever in this waking cell?
I wanna see you bleed open wounds and look at me
I wanna love you endlessly and have you next to me
I wanna control every aspect of your life and see if
That will finally become the thing that makes me happy
And you're my puppet in my mind and in my mind's eye I can find
A perfect world that is all mine
I mean just ours and that's just fine,
I don't know what I can say,
To make you stay
(Beat Switch: BRADOIS)
Flying down the freeway with the key to a player
Don't know who to put my trust in, all this fucking, all this shame
And every time I talk about it, leave 'em all so scared
Broken down so many friendships ain't no coming back repaired
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9. |
Farwell
01:50
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This world was built to last
But now it's fading fast
This world is all I have
Don't take away my past (x3)
This world was built to last
This world was built to last
But now it's fading fast
This world is all I have
Don't take away my past
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10. |
I Saw Your True Feelings
04:28
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